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Useless life.

Working 15 hours per day.

Coming back to empty room.

Having no money, paying not mine debt.

One half of me far away. Without conscious how is.

Completely nonsense.

It was this kind of personal connection (destroyed by lies) that breaking it cut my life.

Its not a life anymore, its existing.

Useless, pointless, without aim.

Level of missing is at the top of top.

Another first unniversary.

1st if August 2020 at 5:00 pm.

Do you remember?

Warsaw Uprising at city centre and then walk by the Wisla.

It was Saturday if I am not wrong.

I had you next to me.

I could look into the most marvelous face in this world.

Another beauty reminds.

And today? How are you? What do you do? Where you are?

My Sweetie. My Darling. My Everything

30 of July 2020 19:00

We made an appointment at Dworzec Wilenski and went by the Wisla. I look at photos from that day. How happy we were. How happy I was. For the first time in my life. And Julunia. How beaty, how good.

And how I look today, how sad, how depressed, how pointless to live longer. When my happiness is far away. When my happiness dont want to contact me. When I even have no idea is She fine, She struggle as me, or she forgot and run a normal life, maybe with someone new next to Her.

I do what I can to survive from one day to another. Its crazy difficult. With Her next to me, without fears, lies, would be millions time easier.

I will never go by the Wisla again. Everything reminds me her.

Our messages and photo left me. And talking to Her. Hundreds time per day. Without answers.

One year ago at this time.... what a day, what an evening...

Julcia???

Taaaak?

Its very warm evening. Lets go for a walk. To our round in Piaski.

Yessssss.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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02/08 miss you

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30/07 19:00 one year ago by the Wisla...

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