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71 hours of work in last 6 days.

I am very tired.

Have no power to live without Julcia.

I just want to say that bardzo kocham Ciebie Juleczka.

Have a good night Baby.

Today I had free day from work. Something what happens very rarely these days. From tomorrow again few days at work from morning till evening.

Every week I go to our Piaski. Near 221, 56, playground. I go there, look at the windows where I saw Juleczka. I close my eyes, try to imagine that she is next to me. I usually go on Sunday, but if I work that day, I go on the other.

So I was today. It was not bad day about weather, so I went near 221, near 56 and then I decided to go to our las. I havent been there whole summer time. I went to our tree. I felt lost like in life. When she she is not next to me, I am lost. I understood that there is no point to walk in las when She is not arround. The same in life. She is not here, no aim to walk through the life.

Its over four months when I didnt see her. Over two months since last bad, but still email contact. Time runs and she doesnt feel need to write me.

She asked me for silence, said me that if I love I should let her go. I did exactly what she asked for. Even if I think, thats not correct. I love her and will wait till the end of my life. Pointless life without her.

If I know that I will not see you again - I dont want to live.

If I know that my hand will not touch your hand anymore - my desire is dissappearing.

If I know that I will not see your smile - please God stop it.

If I know that I will not kiss you again - there is no point for anything.

What keeps me in life, is hope. When this hope dies, my heart will die too.

Very tired after work.

Dont feel legs.

Only thinking about you gives me energy.

Have a good night Julunia.

Love till the end.

I thanks God that in this worst possible to imagine period of life, He put so good people who gave me work and are very friendly.

I work really a lot. The record was 34 hours in two days last week.

But its not the heaviest work I ever had. I help very nice couple to organize events, wedding parties. I needeg good people arround me and I got them. Thank you God.

Again the big pain in teeths came. Last time it was it was straight after Juleczka left, pre last was with Her. The pain the same but so different. When She was next to me I didnt feel pain. Her smile, words, being were the best medicines which healed everything.

I meet really a lot beautiful women on streets. But I know, thats the most obvious thing, that She was the only one. She IS the Only One. She is mine, I am her.

Every day I try to talk a little to Her. And this night like all the others, I will ask God for two things. That my father survive it. And Julunia has a good night there in San Mauro.

Sogni d`oro Julunia.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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