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Very tired after work.

Dont feel legs.

Only thinking about you gives me energy.

Have a good night Julunia.

Love till the end.

I thanks God that in this worst possible to imagine period of life, He put so good people who gave me work and are very friendly.

I work really a lot. The record was 34 hours in two days last week.

But its not the heaviest work I ever had. I help very nice couple to organize events, wedding parties. I needeg good people arround me and I got them. Thank you God.

Again the big pain in teeths came. Last time it was it was straight after Juleczka left, pre last was with Her. The pain the same but so different. When She was next to me I didnt feel pain. Her smile, words, being were the best medicines which healed everything.

I meet really a lot beautiful women on streets. But I know, thats the most obvious thing, that She was the only one. She IS the Only One. She is mine, I am her.

Every day I try to talk a little to Her. And this night like all the others, I will ask God for two things. That my father survive it. And Julunia has a good night there in San Mauro.

Sogni d`oro Julunia.

I am so unreal tired.

I never in my life worked so much.

I barely walked today.

Exhausted legs, massage from Julunia would give relief.

But much more exhausted head. With Her next to me, it would have never happened.

Sogni d`oro Julunia. I know you also for sure work very hard now. Sogni d`oro Baby...

Very hard two days. Worked 35 hours yestarday and today.

Crazy tired coming back to hotel and reading Giulias words from today "something which was lost must be in other place". Meaning is obvious. She thinks her happiness waits for her somewhere but not in me.

Thats unreal sad and depressing. Time doesnt help. She really hates me and doesnt even a little change her mind.

I will die sad it means. Because I KNOW that my happiness is She. So sad that she doesnt want give herself a chance to get whole life happiness from me.

Love you anyway. Till the rest of my time.

Going to sleep without you after experience sleeping next to and with you is a nightmare...

Sogni d`oro my Baby...

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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