Lukasz trying to deal with life, Najnowsze wpisy, wpisy, strona 46

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Whole day in my mind this dream from last night.

So real.

And my Sweetie, my Everyrhing again with me.

I would do in real all to make it truth.

Cazzo how much I miss. Crazy miss....

I slept 9 hours.

I dreamt a lot. About Julia coming back to Warsaw. Situation in a dream was the same like in reality. Everything what happened in real, was a background also in a dream.

I went to airport. Julcia was walking from the plane. We met, sata on chairs there i started crying. Both. We hugged. Dream finished...

71 hours of work in last 6 days.

I am very tired.

Have no power to live without Julcia.

I just want to say that bardzo kocham Ciebie Juleczka.

Have a good night Baby.

Today I had free day from work. Something what happens very rarely these days. From tomorrow again few days at work from morning till evening.

Every week I go to our Piaski. Near 221, 56, playground. I go there, look at the windows where I saw Juleczka. I close my eyes, try to imagine that she is next to me. I usually go on Sunday, but if I work that day, I go on the other.

So I was today. It was not bad day about weather, so I went near 221, near 56 and then I decided to go to our las. I havent been there whole summer time. I went to our tree. I felt lost like in life. When she she is not next to me, I am lost. I understood that there is no point to walk in las when She is not arround. The same in life. She is not here, no aim to walk through the life.

Its over four months when I didnt see her. Over two months since last bad, but still email contact. Time runs and she doesnt feel need to write me.

She asked me for silence, said me that if I love I should let her go. I did exactly what she asked for. Even if I think, thats not correct. I love her and will wait till the end of my life. Pointless life without her.

If I know that I will not see you again - I dont want to live.

If I know that my hand will not touch your hand anymore - my desire is dissappearing.

If I know that I will not see your smile - please God stop it.

If I know that I will not kiss you again - there is no point for anything.

What keeps me in life, is hope. When this hope dies, my heart will die too.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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