| pn | wt | sr | cz | pt | so | nd |
| 30 | 31 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 |
| 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 |
| 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 |
| 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 |
| 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 01 | 02 | 03 |
I am again at the border. Border of struggling.
I cannot live anymore without her.
She showed me love, care. She was everything for me.
She called me Łukaszek.
I miss her voice, her smile, feel her hand, her support. I need her. I need her more than breathe.
I need you Julcia... thats too much, I am one step from resigning to fight.
Its Sunday afternoon. I worked from 4am to 12.
Now I have free afternoon. Its marvelous weather, probably last this year sunday like this. And Juleczka is not next to me. I didnt see Her face, hear Her voice, touch Her hand from near 5 months.
CAZZZZZZZO HOW MUCH I MISS
Beautiful weather.
I slept just three hours cause I started work at 4 am. Tomorrow the same. Last sunny and very warm days this year.
For sure I will not stand lonely autumn and winter.
Also last days of work at this place because its work near weddings, and season for that work is close to finish.
Coming back from work there was a song in the radio which I first time heart. Woman was singing that she knew everything about man, but sth happened and now she does know anything. They are not together, time runned and she so much miss him.
Giulia could think that she doesnt know me after what happened. She knows me, there was nothing more hidden beside this lie. Does she sometimes miss? Or forced herself to forget. Maybe she has a new man?
For me nothing changes. Cazzo how deep I miss her, how deep I need her, how much I love her...
As everyday, I dreamt about you. What a dream it was. We loved!!
As everyday, I kissed your photo in the morning, I thought about you every hours.
As everyday, I will say sogni d`oro going to sleep and ask God to give you a good night.
As everyday, I am dying of missing.
Julunia, its so warm today. So beautiful Friday.
Lets go to our round?
Marvelous weather, lets go for a walk, then Nicki game, then moovie?
Yessssssss