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Another beautiful in weather Sunday. Walk by the Wisla, in Wilanow, our las, badminton, maybe finally swimming pool. What would we do now if you are here with me? For sure it would be marvelous time, having you next to me, holding your hand and looking at your face... Now I hate Sundays, I hate free time. And like this will be till end of my life. I received just 1,5 years of happiness. The beautest possible. All others are sadness, stress, pain..

Julcia Baby I love you, in the same time when you hate me.

Oh God, what to do, what to do...

We would be so happy, we would give our ourselfes mountains of happiness, I would give whole my life. If you only are able to overpass and forgive.

I lost my health in last two months. Again very bad night behind with pains. Only Ketonal helped.

Waking up and again pain. Mind pains a lot. And till the end of life like this

I miss you so much, I love you so much. My Baby...

Marvelous about weather evening. After many hot days finally some air arround. For sure we would be now walking in our zone. Holding hand, hugging, kissing and looking like the world next to us doesnt exist. What instead - I am dying of sadness here, Julunia not caring there. Separated...

I was at hairdresser in our Piaski today. I looked at our path. I saw there us walking. My imagination worked...

I used to talk a lot when I was walking with my Mum. When I was sad, when I had a problem. I tried to talk to Her, at least speak. Never received a talk back, never any message from Her. But I still do it.

But now I also do it to Giulia. I talk to Her many times in my thoughts. And again no speak back. But She is alive, She still can talk to me. But She doesnt want...

Julunia, my Baby, I love you so much, I cannot live anymore without you.

Baby, what are you doing with us now.

I am calling you.

I miss you every single second.

Come back, Baby. I will give my life to see you one more time.

I love you my Treasure.

I falled in love in fragile, emotional, beautiful soul, sensitive girl.

I got crazy in love for my whole life.

I made unreal mistake. Unforgivinable maybe. But if you love, maybe forgivinable.

But the punish I pay is unreal. Who She became. Who advised her to behave like this? I will never believe that someone can change like this.

No feelings, no emotions, treating like the biggest rubbish, cold like ice. Leaving everything we survived, leaving my very difficult past. How the fuck is it possible? Not existed people who read this site - how?

I will waste my life loving till the enf of it, person who hate me...

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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27/06 another Sunday without you

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22/06 21:33 unreal

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