02/07 morning
I dont want to wake up.
Again I dreamt about us. We were like in the past. Together. In love. She smiled, she loved. It was so beautiful dream. Then I waked up... Why...
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I dont want to wake up.
Again I dreamt about us. We were like in the past. Together. In love. She smiled, she loved. It was so beautiful dream. Then I waked up... Why...
I wanted and still dream about spending whole my life with you. Share good moments, have fun, support each other, be back when something goes wrong , forgive bad things making to one another, together struggle with problems. I just wanted to have this one story behind. Idiot. God, why it went this way. Why I had to lose Her, why I had to lose everything and have nothing again.
Since I met you, I couldnt imagine life without you anymore. Cazzo, I so much love you and will always do.
What a dream.
I was with Juleczka. I was already scarried that She doesnt love me. But She came to me, hugged me, smiled like only She can and She said silently to my ears: Ja bardzo kocham Ciebie. And we were staying hugging. The best dream I could have. If one day this can come truth..
I am whole in tears right now writing this.
Another day during I think about Julunia near every minute.
European championship in football. I watch when I am not at work but it doesnt give me fun as in the past.
I will never have fun in my life again if She doesnt come back.
What a beatiful summer it would be.
Sogni d`oro Julunia. I hug you. I love you.
Without you nothing work as before.
Without you heaven is not blue.
Moon doesnt make night more light.
Days are not warm in summer.
Birds dont sing, dogs dont dark.
Free time is the worst moment.
Dreams dont exist.
Smile will never happen.
People arround but I am not inside.
Next to, out of.
Life stopped, world finished.
Without you there is nothing.