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When you come back home, and go to bed - sogni d`oro Juleczka.

I virtually hug you from the back. You said that you are not able to fall asleep alone again. I hug you my dearest Baby.

Have a good night Sweetie.

Coming back from work.

Crying.

Whole day in hide in tears.

37 years old man who survived near everything in life. Losing love, one and only, was too much.

Cannot struggle more. I scream to God if He exist: help! Why all of this happens to me?

This is a fucking nightmare. Unreal silent. After my pack, letter. No words after.

Julunia kocham Cie.

I cannot believe how you treat me, who you made from me, sensitive man, who lost himself in fears.

I cannot believe every single minute how easy it came to you to break our relation.

But I will never, never stop loving you. And this is the worst. Because you hate me. You dont give me chance to contact you. You run your life, who knows, because I dont know nothing, maybe you already forgot about me and start new relation, after, as you said, I let you growed up. With someone younger, richer, better. In same time I am hear and cant stop think about my sweetie Princess. Every single minute from near 2 months. Love you Julunia.

Noone ever made me feel so piece of rubbish, who you can throw away like a plastic.

Worse than piece of shit.

I gave up, I dont fight anymore to struggle with my life. I am unreal unlucky to the people. After brother, came person who I love without end, who told me thousand times everyday how much love me and who treated me like useless nothing. All what happened was my fault, but behaving after is worse than worst possible scenario.

I gave up.

If anyone ever read this blog - I did what I could, I came to border of human ability to struggle. That was too much.

I am sorry for everything to the people I hurted. I am sorry for Giulia who never will read this.

I was able to give her whole myself. Didnt receive this chance. I am not able to overpass this treating knowing that I am not bad man.

I love you Giulia. Whenever death will come, it will come to Łukasz totally in loved in Giulia.

1060 hours when I last time seen Her at the stop of 33. 63 600 fucking painful minutes. Tears, screams, depression, asking why. Calling myself the worst words. Hating myself.

Zero smiles, zero happiness. Zero aims.

I dont understand many things. I dont understand a lot. I am retard. If its like this, i have no more strenght to fight.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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