Lukasz trying to deal with life, Najnowsze wpisy, wpisy, strona 37

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I fighted many days to have energy to write something here.

I am not able to do anything.

All I am able to say is that I dreamt whole last night about Juleczka. We loved, She was beautiful as always.

.... my end is very close

All my last days I struggled like tiger just to survive till my birthday.

I am totally emotionally, physically, mentally dead. But I hoped. I repeated to myself: survive till 13th.

She didnt write. She didnt contact. She hates... Who she made from me in her eyes...

Now nothing to wait for. I desire to die.

One year ago I spent my birthday with the best girl in the world. Now crying whole day. Every day from few weeks without break.

God, please stop this nonsense life. Give power to my Father. Give strengh to Juleczka. Keep them both in health and mental force. Love them. Thank you for them.

I would like to say so much, at least write here.

But I am not able.

Not.able to work to pay to Julcia.

Not able to go to the shop.

Not able to do anything.

No power, no aim, no point.

7 months without breathe. Enough.

I love you my Everything. I am sorry.

Mental desperate scream to talk to someone.

I need to talk to someone. Who can give me one reason to fight more.

God, you know everything. You know that She was Everything.

I am destroyed. I am destroyed. I see no hope that I will wake up tomorrow.

God please, rescue my head. Please

God, only you know how I am close.

God, only you can forgive me.

Hold Juleczka in your hands.

Give Her a marvelous life.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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