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Beautiful dreams. Many with Juleczka. We hugged from the back, we played chess and Nicki game. We laughed, talked,.kissed, loved.
In reality She thinks i am so bad person who doesnt deserve to talk. And i cannot do anything...
Very hard day and time ahead....
Its 19:08.
I am seating on a bench next to playground between Kochanowskiego 32 and Reymonta 10a.
Tears all arround. We have been so happy hear so many times. Now its my last evening hear. Tomorrow i moove to hostel. All luck i got from life was this place, with the most loved person. Now i lost everything.
Its so marvelous spring arroundx restriction about coronavirus will be cut in a while. We would just start new season of our marvelous time together.
Tacy bylismy jeszcze wczoraj, a dzisiaj tak jak sej skonczylo sie, tacy sami jeszcze wczoraj i wszystko mialo sens. I gdzie to wszystko jest?
Yesterday I sent letter to my brother about money. Last attempt. I keep on working. I am sure i can pay my debt in months, then just start new life without. And without lies. We could be still so happy. We were to each other everything. Now Julunia thinks I am a thief? After all this we survived? I am just coward, who is unluck in life. But still try to be always a good person. I would give her all mine. To the rest of my life. I made unreal mistakes, no justification. In fears of love... Sick.
I wilk never believe thats it finish. We can still be so happy together....
Dzien dobry world
Dzien dobry mama Warsaw
Dzien dobry drzewo
How was your night? Did you sleep well? What was your dream?
I miss you so much, I love you so much. I wait for you....
My soul cannot stand it anymore.
Its not like i had someone i felt good with and i lost but i can find another one.do
I lost part of me. We shared everyday acitivity, we shared our souls, we shared everything. And we loved each other. Trully loved.
I fucked totally. I hurted her because i was coward. Because i was so scarry. Its not a justication. Nothing justify lies. Nothing. Julunia has a right to think but i am a bastard, worst man in a world. I was so scarry to loose Her, that i couldnt say truth. I think She would have understood if I told her this at the beginning.
I felt from the start that She is my angel, one and only, someone you can find once in a lifetime. And i was so scarry to tell truth to not lose this chance. You are in idiot man. You dont deserve for anything.
I would never hurt her on purpose. Never. I love Her so much. And i know we would be the most happy couple in the world. We suit so much. I love Her so much.
I dont know where is my Juleczka. How does she feel. What does She do. I cannot stand it. I miss Her so much. So much....
There were many songs we listened to, Eric Clapton, Brian Adams, Cellin Dion.
Here i put special songs, we sang together. Julcia with Her marvelous polish.
- Universe "W taką ciszę".
- Universe "Tacy byliśmy" (bisów nie będzie)
- Universe "Nie wiem czy to miłość" (drwi)
- Mafia "Niecierpliwi" ( jeden dwa)
- Budka Suflera "Jolka Jolka pamiętasz" ( lato ze snu)
- Top One "Biały miś"
- Classic "Jolka Jolka to dziewczyna"
- "Ty jesteś ruda"
- Sumptuastic "Kołysanka"
- Dżem "Sen o Victorii"
- Dżem "Modlitwa"
- Feel "Jak anioła głos"
- Kelly Family "Angel"
I have all these songs sang together in my ears. I so regret that I didnt record Juleczka singing it. But till.the end of my days I will hear it, how She sang it with polish words. How we dance in our room...